teringat dan teringat,,

assalamualaikum,,

sesi skola 2009 dah abes,, dan aku dah pun gagal dlm stdy pd tahun ini,, jgn risau,, aku akn bangkit kembali untuk next year,,

aku rse,, tahun 2009 ni pendek je,,, cm terlalu sedikit jumlah kerdipan mata,,,dan pada kelipan terakhir,, aku dah berada di hujung november,, masih teringat keadaan diriku di saat2 begini pd thn lepas,, cbuk dgn spm,, dan permohonan2 ke ipt,, masih belum gemuk,, dan kelihatan agak menarik,,

skrg?.. aku hanye seorg budak f6 yg dpandang rendah oleh guru2 krn byk failed,, pointer pun x smpai 3.0,,, hanye cbuk dgn kucing dan ikn,,, serta dah gemuk dan x lawa,,

perubahan yg mengecewakan sebenarnye,,

tapi,,, di sebalik semua itu,,, 2009 ialah tahun yg benar2 mendewasakan aku serta mengajar aku erti mcm2 perkara yg dulunya aku tidak ambil peduli,,

2009 membuat aku sedar tentang byk perkara,,, walaupun dari luarannye aku nmpk mcm makin hancur pd thn ni,, tapi ade bende yg org x nmpk kecuali kalau diorg menjd aku,, ape yg aku lalui thn ni xde sape yg pnh lalui,, of kos la kn,, ni idup aku xkn ade org lain yg pnh lalui,, bkn tu maksud aku,, ni tentang jln yg aku pilih,, rasenye mcm aku dirasuk oleh roh david frost melalui sajaknye "the road not taken" yg aku blajar mase awl2 remaja dulu,, aku nk kongsi sajak ni dgn kamu,,,

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,


And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

nice kn,, erm,, n ade sms dr teman2 yg aku rse blend sgt dgn kehidupan ni,, aku quote cket k,,

"life is a one way street, no matter which door u take, none of them leads back, njoy every moment of ur life bcoz nothin' will happen the same way again",,

so kpd aku,, tolong berhenti mengenang2 masa lampau!,, ni ade satu lg sms yg membawa kpd kesabaran diri,,

"bila engkau memandang segalanya dari TUHANmu, yg mencipta segalanya, yg menimpakan ujian, yg menjdkan sakit hatimu, yg menbuatkn keiginanmu terhalang,serta menyusahkan hidupmu, pasti DIA akn damaikan hatimu kerana masakan ALLAH sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya utk sesuatu yg sia2, bkn ALLAH x tahu deritanya hidupmu, retaknya hatimu, tp itulah yg DIA mahu krn DIA tahu hati yg sebeginilah yg selalunye lbih lunak serta mudah utk diikat dan akrab dgnNYA"

well,, life's like that,,